Madison Anna
"it is what it is, you are what you are, there are no mistakes."
“Idealization of an imperfect relationship.”
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“You had yourself convinced that he was the one and that was it”
I was convinced because he was. I know he was. How could I ever love someone the same way again? Especially after how things ended up. My heart is completely shattered, yet I still manage to love him with all the tiny pieces.
If I could just find a way to hate him, this would be easy…but life isn’t meant to be easy and neither is love. I guess that’s why it is so beautiful, because you have to work at it.
All the pain I’ve felt, all the tears I’ve cried, everything I have allowed myself to be put through…if I had the chance to make you feel the way I do now, I wouldn’t take it. I hope you never feel the type of hurt so consuming you find it hard to breathe. I hope you are never tortured with dreams replaying memories you wish you could just forget. I hope you never know what it feels like to have a huge hole ripped through the center of your chest.
